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I have to find my way.

April 12th, 2008 (05:50 pm)
cheerful

current mood: cheerful

I know there are probably a lot of personal apologies in order, but I would like to take this opportunity to post one big, collective "I'm sorry."

I am sorry.


I'd like to apologize to all of you and to myself for the past two years of my life. I am sorry that I ignored how awesome all of you are. I am sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed me - personally, academically, professionally or otherwise. I am sorry that I didn't live up to my potential as a friend, student, leader, teacher. I am sorry that I was so unpleasant most of the time and that I didn't smile at you or talk with you more. Most - if not all - of the blame lies in me.

It's been a long few months of rehabilitation, but I can safely say that I have put myself in a position where I will grow and become better. I have dragged myself out of the rut that I was in and I will never look back. To those of you that stayed with me through all of it, I don't know how you did it, and I am so so grateful. To those of you that got fed up with me and talked shit, I really don't blame you, and again: I apologize.

If anyone is interested, I actually have a life now. A life, a (pleasant) personality, goals and friends. And I would still like to be friends with all of you, no exceptions.

Please pass a link to this entry along to anyone else who you think should read it. I know there are others who I'm not LJ friends with that should see this.

Thanks. :)

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Posted by: pink_xx_robots (pink_xx_robots)
Posted at: April 12th, 2008 10:54 pm (UTC)
Nothing Else Matters

I've missed you : )
Let's hang out this summer : )

Posted by: kaytayrenay22 (kaytayrenay22)
Posted at: April 13th, 2008 12:08 am (UTC)

I know we were never really great friends or anything, but I never had a personal grudge against you or anything stupid like that, and I've kind of missed you.

I dont know how appropriate this is for this post or anything, but I just wanted you to know that.=]

Posted by: Eric (saxtionleader)
Posted at: April 13th, 2008 04:34 pm (UTC)

I think you know me well enough to know we're good, haha. Especially because I'm talking to you on AIM right now.

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